my dear mum, used to say... gary are you happy cleaning windows, previously was in sales with nice company car and a nice tie

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i said never been happier mum.. although she always insisted if i was happy then so was she...
but i knew deep in her heart she wasnt really.... thats one of ... maybe the main reason i will make a success of this .
but i was striving to do it while she was here...
i know she is watching so i will continue to do my best...
sorry lads ... going on a bit and off topic,.