The weather is rubbish, dont know where you are ftp but in manchester today it was nice, but im down at norwich at relatives now and its really heavy snowing

My motivation is my hardest thing to cope with (or without i should say) i really fight in the morning to get out, today i was up and out for 7 but back early with injury

But usually i struggle to start at ten sometimes, but once im there im fine, - its getting out the door, i have to sit there thinking about why i need to go - ie more money, go on holiday, etc, maybe setting yourself a reward for hitting realistic targets will work ie a holiday or new toy etc, im trying that but other than that wait till your skint and the baillifs come knocking

you will soon be sticking some hours in
