Off topic?
Thinking clearly, making bold decisions that you are both a little afraid of is part of this. Do not be timid, investment and expansion is the only sustainable route.
Clive, were do you get this dribble from

I can assure you, I have never been afraid to make a decision as and when its needed, Is it because I never wanted a van? You like vans I don't? So my trailer suited me.
I have almost every tool in the box to make the work that much easier, and I'm looking for new ones all the time, we continue to invest as and when needed.
We have enough work (without the extras) to keep 2 people going over a 6 week period, if anything is wrong there, then please let me know where I'm going wrong?
