Thanks to all you guys for the nice welcome.

I do feel at home here. It has been rough at times just having to realize that my son does not exist on the earth any more. It sucks big!
I do not choose to dwell on it but it is just a part of my life that does not go away. Time is helping a lot. And I have learned that we need to be thankful for what we have; not regretful or sad over what we do not have.
You know how I am; I share my feelings with you guys. We are all freinds. Thanks again. I am doing really good. I love window cleaning!
Hugs,
Texas Girl