almost make you feel guilty or maybe inadequate.
It almost feels like a crime if after 3 years of window cleaning if you haven't got three vans on the road,employ people,buy the latest poles that come out,dont have a portfolio of commercial and domestic customers oh and you aren't a member of some governing body!!
Now maybe its an age thing,im 50 and i am looking for a part timer,two days a week but in the main i feel quite comfortable about what i do i have over 340 customers mostly monthly,i pay my bills,i earn a decent wage but yet for some reason i feel i am doing something wrong or lagging behind other people,especially on this forum.
I appreciate we are all different and work at different speeds and ways and what's good for one is not always good for another.
I am now going to take my tablets for my paranoid brain and tomorrow will be a beautiful bright sunny day
and i look forward to all your responses
PS
The doctors are letting me go home tomorrow