sounds like you have had a few problems and scumbags robbing you.pick yourself up and dust yourself down and get into action!
if you want more work get the lads out canvassing/ leafleting.its the best time of the year for window cleaning!!
i noticed your post was in the early hours in the morning!we all feel things are worse when we re tired.there is a lot to be said for the old cliche "sleep on it"unless of course you were p****d last night!then you will feel even worse today!!

i had my own problems with clutch going on van last month then i was on crutches for a few weeks with a badly sprained ankle.im still miles behind as im just easing myself back into it as its not healed fully yet.
live in the solution not the problem!
best wishes richy
dazmond