Take time out from work and open your eyes to what other jobs are available, how much they pay together with the fact that someone else is going to tell you what to do if in employment elsewhere.
I have two chronic illnesses to overcome with positive attitude and stubborn determination on a daily basis so I'm working part time for myself, wouldnt have it any other way. Get in a rut..........take time out or set realistic new goals or buy some new equipment or something for the home.
Life is not easy, only get out of it what you put into it
