I think you just have to have a positive outlook on life; I reckon everything will turn out fine, I'll have my holiday in August and loads more in the years to come.
However, I now live for today, always, as you never know what's arouns the corner and I don't believe a single word about healthy lifestyles. My missus starts the day with a fAg and a coffee, goes nowhere near a gym, eats whatever she wants and never gets ill ( and she stays a constant size 8, after four kids too!!!! ) whereas I spend half my life at the gym, don't smoke, drink so little I could get hammered on a couple of pints, try to eat healthily and get bloody cancer twice. I still like the gym but I honestly reckon it's pure vanity; ie, I go 'cause I hate the idea of getting fat.
But, as I say, things will be fine and I never think it'll come back again and again I just enjoy each day and have lots of holidays
