Glad you feel better, but i have worked for other people all my life, so i feel the opposite working for myself... no bosses to answer to... no set time to start and finish... no one on my case if i need a dental appointment, etc etc etc....
can i ask you something, i have only been doing this 2 years, and its growing steadily each week, with only basic advertising....
i was once told its a snowball affect, once it rolling it grows and grows...
and that seems to be the case... but it also depends what you put in too, so i suppose if your heart is not in working for yourself, it will decline all on its own, as you will stop its growth with your lack of enthusiasm, energy and so on...
my point being, something like our business grows and grows, i have not seen anyones round shrink..... but i may be wrong.
Gary.