I am not going into it to much, but I know a little what your are going through, it is not nice in anyway this time of year is alot harder, I have 2 people in my family going through this at the mo, my sis inlaw, and my baby neice 2 years, life is poope sometimes, we have to be strong for family, keep you chin uo m8, i dont want to think what you are going throught right now, but i honestly feels for you from the heart.
one thing i will say and this is it: Your Uncle would want you to be happy for you, and your family. You raise a glass to him think of the good times, it does helps i do know this from experience
he will not want you to be sad. A smile from you all will make him even more proud of you than he already is.
Bless you and your family at this hard time.
Ian