Hi Daz...have a similar storey...gave up the booze and smokes in middle of 2005....been that way since.
Started this is Aug 2006 and building has been a blast and have lived, breathed this wc/wfp thing ever since...apart from the g/f I have had no interest in my past eh..pastimes...to the point I am currently selling all my dive gear...I have bought a couple of xs650's for a chopper build....was going to build a landrover some time ago but that fell through...eh business got in the way of that.
Perhaps concentrating on the business for the whole time has taken it's toll...some days are fine and others are just dire...
Don't get me wrong I am not on the verge of slitting my wrists it is just that my drive even at a basic level of getting out the door is just rock bottom.
Cheers
Dave.
Are you earning enough money? Is your work tough? Do you suffer with depression and is this clouding your view of your business? What are your alternatives? What does your family think? How long and how much have you invested in this business?
If you can't accept the type of work you have to do, then you maybe best doing something else, but there's lots of stuff to consider.
Like anything though, some people aren't cut out for this sort of work; that's not a judgement of character; there's plenty of jobs I wouldn't be suitable or happy to do.
And also, everyone has periods when they think 'this is bollox', but for me, if I get my head down and stuck in, the feeling passes. And I also like my MP3 player; sometimes it feels like I'm getting paid to listen to podcasts/talking books/music.